YOU ALONE

By: Jaerob 12-18-07

Come my wife..
Like a flower,
Like a song,
Like a dream…
And I shall write the forgotten poems of many days you secretly left in my soul. In every line I shall scribble the many thoughts this soaring mind holds. And the music in my heart shall spread its wings to envelop the memory of our youth scattered by the winds. You alone can make a miracle in a song….

YOU ALONE, beloved, can teach me to measure the memory of a song…no one knows to what ecstasy my heart will soar. The gentleness in your smile is enough to touch the tenderness in my heart. In the secret page of my life is written a story…never to be forgotten. For all the silent records this vessel holds contain the memory of you.
For you alone can reach the silent stretches of my soul. You alone…

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TORMENTS

It’s been a while and you keep asking yourself why can’t I find peace? Peace can be achieve only if there is justice, unless justice is not yet within the realm of reality then peace can never be yours..You want to find the truth, however the truth is so elusive, what you have is distorted facts which only puts your mind in the abyss of nothingness. Every misfortunes you encounter, you always associated it with my doing, of my actions, trying to connect the events even if there is no connections. You helplessly hope that it’s me who has done it, just to satisfy your line of thinking, because you want it to be me, you desperately want it to be me, however it’s never I who committed such misfortunes of yours, never did I made such actions that causes misfortunes to others,..It is you...you alone that made the decisions of your life, the master of your own fate...your destiny is not mine to drawn with, ...What’s with me that you always associated yourself with, I’m a just a commoner with no treasures in life, financially poor but intellectually rich.

It’s about time to move on with your life, forget all of me; I knew that you suffered from a big emotional destruction, you almost committed suicide because of him, however you cannot control someone’s heart on whom to love and it’s not my fault why he loves me, just be happy for us,. As long as you never learn to accept the truth, the truth will be a torment of your life.

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LAGI NA LANG ABAY..
Isang araw naglalakad sya sa loob ng simbahan, nakasimangot at bubulong-bulong. .Abay na naman ako, lagi na lang, wala ng pinagbago”,. sabi nya sa sarili.. pang-ilang beses na nga ba nya nag-abay,hindi na nya mabilang sa dami.

Maganda at may katamtamang pangagatawan, palakaibigan subalit wala kahit isa ang nag-aya sa kanya na magpakasal, ang marami ay kinukumbida sya na mag-abay at kumanta sa kasal…bakit nga ba lagi na lang sya Abay sa kasal?

Mga ilang taon na ang nakakalipas,may nag-imbita sa kanya na kumanta sa isang kasal,.tinanggap nya ang imbitasyon..ang lalaki ay ikakasal pa lang nang maging magkaibigan sila, subalit sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon sya ay nasa gitna nang pighati dahil ang kanyang minamahal ay biglang lumayo at nagmahal ng iba.,lumapit sya sa kaibigan na ikakasal pa lang at sya sana ang kakanta sa kasal ng kaibigan,humingi ng tulong para magkalapit sila ulit ng loob ng mutyang minamahal subalit ang kanyang lalaking iniirog ay lalong lumayo,.”isa lang ibig sabihin nito”.sabi nya sa sarili,.siguro ay hindi na nya ako mahal..at napag-isip-isip nya na siguro nga ay may mahal nang iba ang iniirog nya..pero naisip nya ulit paano na ang nangyari sa amin?..paano na..-hu-hu-hu…umiyak sya sa kanyang kaibigan,.at ang kaibigan ay tinulungan naman sya..at sya ay gumanti sa iniirog nya,ang akala nya ay masasaktan ang iniirog subalit lalo pang lumayo at pinandirihan na sya..bakit nga nandiri si iniirog?

Sino nga ba ang tatanggi sa palay na lumalapit sa manok,at ang hindi inaasahan ay naganap,.subalit nag-isip ang kaibigan,..ako’y ikakasal na at mahal na mahal ko ang babaing aking pakakasalan..sambit ni kaibigan..subalit ang pakakasalan pala ni kaibigan ay inurong ang kasal sa dahilang hindi alam..

Swerte ko talaga sabi nya..pwede ko sya gamitin para magselos si iniirog ko,..subalit ang kanya palang iniirog ay may kasintahan na,at ang anibersaryo ay ang petsa kung saan sya ay nilisan ni iniirog..
Ano kaya ang nagyari sa dulo ng kwento????



Si iniirog ay nagpakasal sa kasintahan nya…
Si kaibigan ay pinakasalan ang babaing mahal nya…
At sya …ay naiwan mag-isa,punong-puno ng pighati ang buhay at ngayon ay abay na naman sa kasal ng kaibigan nya…at dahan-dahan na naglalakad sa gilid ng simbahan kasama ang pari na magkakasal sa kaibigan nya..
Ano naman nya ang pari?..Ang pari pala ang ka-chatmate nya…

Ha-ha-ha..nakakabaliw..

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DECEPTION

Truth is so precious that she should always be attended by bodyguard of lies- Winston Churchill

The ability to blend into the environment is one of the most terrifying forms of deception. Preventing your enemies from seeing you until it is too late are a devastating way to control their perceptions.

It is always good to be able to blend into social landscape, to avoid calling attention to yourself unless you chose to do. If you are preparing an attack of some sort and begin by blending into the environment showing no sign of activity, your attack will seem to come out of nowhere, doubling its power.

Human beings naturally tend to think in terms of patterns. They like to see events conforming to their expectations by fitting into a pattern, whatever their actual content, comfort us suggesting that the chaos of life is predictable. This mental habit offers excellent ground for deception deliberately creating some pattern to make your enemies believe that your next action will follow true to form. Having lulled them into complacency, you have now room to work against their expectations, break the pattern and take them by surprise.

Make everything so ambiguous and uncertain, spread so much fog that even if you are suspected of deceit, it does not matter--the truth cannot be unraveled from the lies, and all their suspicion gives them is torment. They will only waste valuable time and resources. 